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cu_inmy_dreamz
21 July 2005 @ 06:51 pm
Kindergarten
What were you like: quiet and every blonde
Who was your teacher: wow, i dont remember her hame
Who was your best friend: no idea
Who did you have a crush on: no idea
Something random: I went to Fairview in Farmington

First Grade
What were you like: sweet, i hardly every was bad
Who was your teacher: Ms. Barch
Who was your best friend: probably Jessica Lupinachi
Who did you have a crush on: no clue
Something random: My teacher was really short

Second Grade
What were you like: probably the same as first
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Walsh
Who was your best friend: Ali, and Leah
Who did you have a crush on: Sammy
Something random: My teacher had stuff from walsh college all around her room

Third Grade
What were you like: fun?
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Maher
Who was your best friend: Leah and Ali
Who did you have a crush on: Sammy?
Something random: I was in a school play this year

Fourth Grade
What were you like: bored
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Shaw
Who was your best friend: oh, prolly Lauren, Kaila, Leah, Laura, Ali
Who did you have a crush on: donno
Something random: the lamps sat on our desks

Fifth Grade
What were you like: nice?
Who was your teacher: Mr. V
Who was your best friend: Leah and Ali
Who did you have a crush on: hmm no idea
Something random: this was my last year in farmington schools

Sixth Grade
What were you like: new
Who was your teacher: Ms. Freadman
Who was your best friend: Jennifer Manniston and Lisa Koch
Who did you have a crush on: ha, dusty
Something random: i donno

Seventh Grade
What were you like: hmm i donno
What was your favorite class: creative thinking!
Who was your best friend: Whitney DeMuro, Meredith Barton, Danielle Lavigne
Who did you have a crush on: hhahahha
Something random: i was on team odessy

Eigth Grade:
What were you like: excited
What was your favorite class: i dont remember
Who was your best friend: Whitney DeMuro, Meredith Barton, Danielle Lavigne
Who did you have a crush on: hmm
Something random: the movie crossroads came out ;-)
 
 
feelin':: thankful
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
14 July 2005 @ 10:42 am

Soo... last night was the 2nd annual campout in Whits backyard- it was amazing

Lets see... we set up 2 tents and Whit, Lindsay, Jess, Valerie, Aja, Erica, Steve, Brian, Kyle, Zuc, and myself sat around the fire and made s'mores and then got the parrttayy started-

It was really sweet, but er and zuc descided to leave at like 1:30, but it was okay.  Lindsay and Valerie drew all over their faces with eyeliner, lindsay looked like hitler, and val just looked like a man... and then they danced for us... it was pretty sweet.

We all finally feel asleep at like 3ish... maybe later, we couldnt shut up and kyle was being mean...

So tomorrow is the start of the 3day... ahhh i have to frickin walk 20 miles tomorrow

i am going to dieeeeeeee

alight its time to get in the shower, clean my room, get everything together for the 3day, and then go to work

wahooo

xoxo

e

 

 

theres always time for one of these :-) )

 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
13 July 2005 @ 06:43 pm
 
A white woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat."

"Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later.

"Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class."

Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, the captain feels that it would be scandalous to make someone sit next to someone so disgusting."

She turned to the black man and said "Therefore, Sir, if you would like to, please collect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you in first class." At that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what they had just witnessed stood up and applauded.

If you are against racism, please repost this message
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
10 July 2005 @ 10:26 pm
hmm lets see...
i have desicided that work is my life now... i work everyday, everyday... thats including weekends. Crazy, i think so, esp for a 17 year old who just wants to enjoy her summer. I mean i hardly work at night and i have the mornings to sleep in, but its summer, i can'd have summer, cuz i work during the day, thats the point of summer, to have the days off... oh well, i guess its money right..

last night me n alex went to grad parties, and got ice cream, it was rather exciting.. got to see some ppl i havent in awhile, it was good...

i went to church today and then worked 1-5ish and then went home for like a hour and then went out to my dads.. i kinda didnt like the fact that i had to come out here since all my pom girls got home today- CONGRATS SHS ON THE GRAND CHAMPS REPEAT! and also congrats to all the girls who made all stars! but ne ways yes, so i came out here and had a nice dinner with my dad and step mom and then we walked into town... fun times in milford man..

so, something i kinda want to vent on... its also kinda a question that i would like people to answer to, it can be anyomous.. but just tell me if ur a guy or a girl..

y do guys treat girls like shit so much? i mean i kno your all teenage boys, and you want to meet girls and everything and you want to be open and not tied down. But y do guys make girls think they are.. or example:
a guy breaks up with his girlfriend of over a year, for the only reason of "i dont want a girlfriend"... ok what changed?... and now he treats her when they are together, that they are still dating, and he even says "i love you" to her all the time... this leads the girl on to thinking, oh maybe we'll get back together and then this makes her miss out on other oppourtunities... he makes false promises and tells her he will call her and that they are going to hang out, and being a girl, and him being a boy she has trusted for over a year, she will trust him, and then he doesnt call and they dont hang out and then she gets upset, and he wonders why... explain that to me

i know there are many good guys out there, and this does not apply to you, but you may be able to help me understand why guys can be such jerks... but also many times, its you, the "good guys" who change, into this other guy, the guy who hurts girls- im also not saying girls dont make mistakes, we do and we should get in trouble for some.. but no good, kind, loving girl deserves to have her heart broken

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i love j
 
 
feelin':: nostalgic
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
06 July 2005 @ 07:02 pm
 

im addicited...

 

click it )

 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
06 July 2005 @ 06:33 pm

Hey ya'll!  YAY im feeling better!!! I still have a minor cough, but im getting better fast, its great!  So lest see, The Forth was a blast!  I had family stuff during the day but then after everyone chilled at bross's and had some fun lol.. and then we went to ericas, and then taco bell and then back to ericas, it was sweet.  And then last night we hung out at shawns and the boys went swimming.  We just hung out it was really fun.  The girls left for pom camp today, so its me n err tonight and then she goes to Chicago for the rest of the week and the weekend.  I worked at the day care yesterday and today, it was crazy.  Today this really bad kid bit another one, and it was really bad... they are really bad children there. 

 

A-B-C easy as 1,2,3 )

 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
04 July 2005 @ 04:01 pm
i'm sitting alone on the sidelines
warming the bench for the meantime
could settle the pain if i'm put in the game
‘cause working the team is when i shine

i'm driving myself through the country
the loneliness stands to confront me
but seeking another in a long lost lover
is a sure-fire way to go hungry

‘cause each day burns by with regret
a wasted, abandoned cigarette
and all this time it would be a sweeter ride
with someone by my side

so i don't want to sleep a wink or
pour myself another drink
another table set for one
when all the world is having fun
i don't want to be the only
one who's feeling lonely
standing faceless in a crowd
anonymous, i can't be proud of
falling into solitude
the lonely life i always knew
i don't want to be so lonely
i don't want to be lonely

i'm tired of keeping my secrets
so you can feel free to repeat this
half of the time all the pleasure is mine
and the other half serves as my weakness

i'm tired of sleep without dreaming
i'm tired of touch without meaning
i'm tired of falling beyond the extremes
and i'm tired of in-betweening


thrills and needs won't mix
i don't need those kicks
i can get my fix through limericks on loneliness

‘cause each day burns by with regret
a wasted, abandoned cigarette
and all this time it would be a sweeter ride
with someone by my side

i don't want to sleep a wink or
pour myself another drink
another table set for one
when all the world is having fun
i don't want to be the only
one who's feeling lonely
standing faceless in a crowd
anonymous, i can't be proud of
falling into solitude
the lonely life i always knew
i don't want to be so lonely
i don't want to be lonely



thanks alex :-)
 
 
feelin':: cheerful
listenin' to:: can u guess?
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
02 July 2005 @ 12:08 am
1.YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandparent's first name + favorite snack):
Elna strawberry

2. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Start Olive Garden

3. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME: (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Peaches Livonia

4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial + first three letters of your last name):
E. Cal

5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal + name of high school):
Pug Stevenson


6. YOUR BARFLY NAME: (last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):
Frosted Mini Wheat Diet Mountain Dew


7. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name + street where you first lived):
Marie Medowview

8. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (favorite candy + favorite musicians last name):
Three Muskateer Clarkson

9. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME: (name of [opposite sex] significant other/friend + your cell phone company):
Josh Cingular

10. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: ( first 3 letters of your last name+ last 3 letters of mothers middle name then first 3 letters of your pets name + first 3 letters of the town you live in):
Calmar Walliv
 
 
feelin':: curious
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
30 June 2005 @ 09:56 pm
 

So i went to the doctors today and she said that i for sure have tonsillitis, but that dosent mean i have to have my tonsils out, thank god.  I was tested for strep and mono... oh man that was scary, she thought it was mono for sure, so i got really scared... but lucky both tests came back negative.  But she said its possible that i could still get mono... so thats no good, no good at all.  If i continue to feel like crap then i have to come back in for another test... and she said it happens alot that people are tested negative the first time, and then the 2nd or 3rd its positive.  But i dont think i have mono, the only symtom of it i have it sore throat.  I feel fine everywhere else... god this sucks... well ne ways i have senior pics this tuesday!!! Im goin shoppin this weekend for clothes.. lets hope i feel a lil better by then.  I got my hair done today.  Same length as the last cut, and its not as blonde, i like it.  You can actually see the lowlights.  :-)  The doctor prescribed me 2 new pills, a new antibiotic and a pain killer thats suppose to also help the inflammation of my tonsils.  So far both seem to be workin well... i wasnt able to eat much of anything before, and its a lot easier now...

read it man 8-) )

 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
29 June 2005 @ 06:17 pm
ok so what this is like the 2nd week of summer... and i might have tonsillitis, yes! it feels like there is crushed glass in my throat, i have a fever, and my voice has changed. They said dehdration is a really common side effect, and its sooo hard to swallow anything.. it really sucks. Oh and its contagious. Im gonna go to the doctor tomorrow and get started on some new antibiotics... i probably got this from a lil kid at the preschool, but it coulda been from anyone. At least the sinus infection seems to be gone..

make me feel better :-/

XoXo
e
 
 
feelin':: sick
listenin' to:: Escape- Relient K
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
27 June 2005 @ 09:30 pm
So i woke up this morning with probably the worst sore throat i have ever had... and i had to work at 10. Family was still here and i had puffy eyes again.. no fun, no fun at all... those antibiotics arent workin for crap! so i got up took a shower downed some monsterass pills and went into work 10-2... then hurried outta there to get to preschool by 3... that was hard, its hard to entertain kids when u yourself arent feeling well..

but good news came with my report card!!!- my gpa finally reached a 3.5- i literally threw myself a party, i was jumping up and down! it was amazing :-)

yesterday my dad picked me up around 9 and we went out to my grandmas with almost the whole family (my grandpa has just recently passed away, and my grandma is all alone in a huge house). We cleaned out her garage and my uncle went crazy cuttin down trees so we hulled a ton of logs and branched to the back, non cultivated part of their 5 acres... me n my cousins polished all of the wood panneling in the house, theres a ton! so her house is all shiny now. It was really hard at the end of the day though. After cleanin out the garage which was basically where my grandpa collected tools lol. He didnt use them ne more, no one knew why he kept all this crap, but ya kno... the one who dies with the most tools wins.. and i think he deff. won. But ne ways, my aunt layed out all the things from the garage and the kids (my dad, aunt debbie, aunt sue, and uncle steve) got to pick from it all... that was hard, kinda like the first step in sorting all his things. His closet is still full. I donno how my grandma can stay out there...

so tonight, im just stayin in.. after the fireworks last night, and some serious pain this morning, i figured why make myself sicker...

until, well probably tomorrow...

e
 
 
feelin':: cranky
listenin' to:: some background tv
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
27 June 2005 @ 12:34 am
 

so tonight were the spree FiReWoRksssssss

 

got to see some ppl i havent since school has been out so that was cool...and the fireworks were sooo pretty :-)

 

~*YOU*~
1.What Time is it now?
12:44
2.Single or taken?
single
3.What does your name mean?
i think gift of god...
4.Who picked out your name?
my parents
5.whats your nickname?
E
6.What color are your eyes?
bluee
7.Do you have an innie or an outie?
innie
8.What size are your shoes?
 9
9.How tall (or short) are you?
5'6
10.Honestly what do you like about yourself?
my teeth, my hair, i guess my eyes
11.What do you always get complimented on?
i donno... 
12.worst quality?
im sucha procrastinator
13.What are the last four digits of your phone Number?
2682
14.Do you think you're cute?
no
15.Hair color?
blondeish brown
16.Do you wear contacts?
no
17.Living Arrangements?
mom, jimmy (step dad)
18.Favourite drink?
diet pepsi
19.Favourite alcoholic drink?
no favorite
20.Favourite Month?
april, or june and july 
21.Favourite Food?
hmmm... thats a toughy
22.Favourite Board Game?
life
23.Web Site?
livejournal
24.Favourite Clothing Brand?
i dont have a favoite
25.Favorite day of the Year?
april 16th :-)
26. Fav color?
pink 
27.Favourite Animal?
dogs
28.Do you have more girl or boy friends?
girl
29.Who's your best friend?
lindsay whitnayy jess val and err
30.Are your parents together?
no
31.How often do you get together with the family?
uhh depends...
32.Do you see your parents or your friends more?
its prolly pretty equal 
33. Anything special about your parents?
uhh my parents divorsed when i was 4.. i dont see my dad much
34.Siblings and their ages?
oh god.. i am technically an only child but: half sister laura: 31, step brother winston:28, step sister becky:30, step sister sarah:28, step sister megan:24, step sister liz:22
35.you think you are a flirt?
hahaha at times
36.are you slutty?
dont think so
37.are you Mean?
who isnt, so yes i can be
38.You like someone?
yes
39.Can You keep secrets?
yes
40.Do You dance in front of the mirror?
haha yeah
41.Do You sing in the shower?
uh huh
42.Do You like Britney Spears?
not really...
43.Have You liked a cousin?
ewwwwwwwwwwww
44.Have You've been in the opposites bathrooms?
sii
45.Have You ever hurt anyone?
yeah
46.Have You been hurt?
many many times
48.You get your way?sometimes

49.Are You willing to try new things?
yes
50.Have You cheated on a test?
yeah
51.What are you wearing?
af shorts and a tee
52.What color are your pants?
well my shorts are blue
53.What are you listening to?
nothing
54.How are you feeling?
my throat hurts
55.what are you doing now?
filling this out...
56.What are you eating?
nothing
57.How's the weather?
hot and humid
58.What books are you reading?
nothing


 

 
 
feelin':: sleppy...
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
Select all that apply and leave it in a comment. (its bolded, so that means u actaully have to do it!)

0= I like you.
1= I love you.
2= I want some more of you.
3= You're funny.
4= You're cool.
5= I don't really care for your personality.
6= I wanna be on you!
7= You're sexy.
8= You have a nice body (this one will also mean "you have a sick body" if you answer with this number).
9= I hate you.
10= You're boring.
11= You're lame.
12= You have an awesome personality.
13= I want to kiss you.
14= I wanna do you 'til you scream my name!!!
15= I want to go out with you.
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you.
17= Call me.
18= You're hot.
19= You seem pretty cool for being william hung.
20= Hardly know you, but you seem cool.
21= Oral crabs plz.
22= Omg seriously.
23= I'd do you even if you had herpes.
 
 
feelin':: oh man its even hot inside
listenin' to:: we belong together- MC
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
24 June 2005 @ 09:36 pm
sooo i made a new layout, it is kinda based around summer :-) it makes me happy...
for a lil while at least...

god i hate mood swings, i swear i can be sooo happy and excited and then the next im pissed at everything or sad... it might be from the millions of pills i have to take for this stupid sinus infection (it really sucks)...

boo
 
 
feelin':: groggy
listenin' to:: Mayberry- Rascal
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
24 June 2005 @ 12:09 am
GOD DAMNIT!
I HATE MANU AND HORRY AND DUNCAN! >:-0




GODDDDDDDDDD
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
23 June 2005 @ 07:58 pm

      PISTONS REPEAT TONIGHT BABY!!!

soooo the stons better win tonight or ill be p-oed! but ne ways, pistons party tonight,

I worked at preschool today, it was kinda crazy and tiring.. but fun

so this is a really short update, but im out to errs for the g-a-m-e!!!

 

XoXo

 

i <3 #22

 
 
feelin':: FRICKIN PUMPED!!
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
21 June 2005 @ 07:49 pm
 

 

So seeing as i am ENTIRELY obsessed with this movie, i thought i'd share some of the best quotes from it:

Duke (old noah): I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Allie: Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me, I waited for you for seven years. But now it?s too late.
Noah: I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year.
Allie: You wrote me?
Noah: Yes... it wasn't over, it still isn't over (and he kisses her)                 

Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I though that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out

Duke: They didn't agree on much. In fact they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday...
(as they're fighting)
Duke: ...But in spite their differences, they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other.

Noah: (humming) Bum,bum,bum,bum,bum,bum,bum,bum,bum,bum,bum,bum.
Allie: (laughing) You're a terrible singer.
Noah: I know.
Allie: (laying her head on his shoulder) But I like this song.
(they continue dancing in the street to I'll Be Seeing You)

Duke [reading]: Southern summers are indifferent to the trials of young love. Armed with warnings and doubts Noah and Allie gave a remarkably convincing portrayal of a boy and a girl travelling down a very long road with no regard for the consequences.

 
 
feelin':: hopeful
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
21 June 2005 @ 01:45 pm
 
I have decided i am completly computer illiterate... well actully im not.. i just cannot seem to figure out this myspace thingy for the life of me. its annoying! if anyone wants to help my dumbass lemme know lol... im usually pretty good with comps, but for whatever reason this has me completely stumped
god

well i gtg chase lil children around
XoXo

<3 e

ps the SPREE IS HERE!
 
 
feelin':: my tummy just started to hurt
listenin' to:: nnothinn
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
21 June 2005 @ 10:33 am
 
have you ever... wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest  things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart . . . if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a  couple because you were so afraid  of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and  whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart  what to do. It does it on its own... when you least expect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other  person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too  much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at  all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will  think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every  time  we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows  stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder  what they would have done, or could  have  had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say  good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be  there? *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care  anymore)*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do  if you never got the chance  to  say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that you are a  friend. If you died tomorrow , you would be in my heart!!! Would I be in yours?  You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again  in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
 
Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends  you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend,
someday you might feel like  you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this  and take comfort in knowing somebody out  there cares about you and .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!!
 
 
cu_inmy_dreamz
21 June 2005 @ 12:02 am
 

 

so im tryin this whole hyperlink thingy w/in a entry

 

Surveyyyy )